Why Am I Hoping Things That Cannot Come True?

I Think From The Start I Know It Can Never Happen.

But I Just Hope It Can..

But I Think I Need To Give Up Now..

It Will NEVER Happen.

Never.

Why Am I Doing So Much Things?

Why Am I Feeling That, Im The Only One Who Put In Effort?

Why Am I The One Who Keep Trying.

Why?

I Need To Cool Down..

Sorrrry.