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Why Am I Hoping Things That Cannot Come True?

I Think From The Start I Know It Can Never Happen.

But I Just Hope It Can..

But I Think I Need To Give Up Now..

It Will NEVER Happen.

Never.

Why Am I Doing So Much Things?

Why Am I Feeling That, Im The Only One Who Put In Effort?

Why Am I The One Who Keep Trying.

Why?

I Need To Cool Down..

Sorrrry.

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary..

Although You Like Gonna To Miss It Again.

Cause Now, I Really Dunno Where Are You..

LOL..

Just Wanna Say..

I Love You..

Muacks..

Weddddding Of Me And Shouji On 5th April 9PM~

Wedddding Of Me And Shouji On 5th April 9pm~~

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFxjB9uZuEc

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Wanna Thank All For Coming.

Esp. Suett.. Patch Her Maple Just To Attend.

And Kenneth.. LOL.. Re-Install His Maple Just To Come.

And He Cant Make It.. Cause I Already Start The Wedding

So Paiseh.. xD

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And Mostly. Wanna Thank Shouji Hubby..

For Making This Video!!

So Sweeet Can..

I Also Love You Alots Alot..

Muacksss...

Family..

The Meaning Of This Word To Me..

I Dunno..

I Used To Have A Happy Family..

But Now..

I Dunno Even I Understand This Word Or Not.

My Uncle Msn Me Yesterday.

Talk About The Past.

On What Happen To My Family.

Suddenly.. I Felt Pain..

On My Heart..

What Really Happen?

I Dunno..

Why Those Problems That Adults Is Facing Must Get Us(Child) Involved?

Why Can't They Settle Their Problem Themselves?

Why Must Get Me involved.?

Why Must Blame Me?

Am I The Reason Why They Dont Wanna Divorce Early?

It's Just Plain Selfish..

Say What Im Still Young When They Wanna Divorce.

If Not Because Of Me.. They Had Already Divorce Long Time Ago.

Oh, So Now.. They Blame Me..

If Like That.. Why Let Me Come To This World?

If Im Not In This World.

You All Can Divorce Whenever You Guys Like.

Why The Fark You All Say This Now?

And Why The Fark My Uncle Talked To Me About The Past.

Let Me Remember All Those Unhappy Past..

I Wanted To Forget It..

Im Trying My Best To Forget It..

WHY LET ME REMEMBER IT YESTERDAY!!

I Never Sleep For The Whole Night.

Was Crying For The Whole Night.

I Try To Sleeep. But I Cant..

Those Memories Keeep Flashing And Flashing And Flashing And Flashing..

Now, I So Envy Of My Friends..

Their Parents Are So Nice And Kind To Them..

I Dont Wanna To Think About It Anymore..

If Not I Will Be Crying Again..

This Few Days.. Im Feeling Very Down..

Dunno Why..

Feeel Like Giving Up Everything..

But Think Of Those People I Love..

I Cant..

I Just Cant Give Up..

Haiz..

Teach Me..

What Should I Do??

If I were blue, would you be there for me..

And whisper in my ears that's ok..

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight..

And say you love me one more time..

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me..

And touch my lips with tender loving care..

Would you die for me, would you run with me..

And never look back..

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Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there??

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If I am away, would you still think of me..

And wished that you could hold me now..

Would you die for me, would you run with me..

All the way ...

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Would you be there to save my soul tonight?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you always be there?

To kiss my pain away...

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Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there.....???

For me.....??