I love him, really love him.
But what do i get?
Misunderstoood.
Well done Cheryl..

How i wish he will suddenly appear infront of me and say "surprise!!"
But i think that wont be happen.
When im in Bugis just now, i keep thinking..
If he can appear infront of me suddenly.. How nice?

I miss that time, i wait at Naruse Station for him.
Waited for 1 Hour but i dont feel tired.
Cuz i know i can give him a surprise and can see him soon.
I like his surprise face.. I just miss him so much.

Just now dunno why.
Went to PS.. then walk walk walk walk.
Dunno why, i walk to his house in Singapore.
Haha, just anyhow walk also can walk to his house.
Stood there awhile.
Try to think of those good memories.

I miss him.. Really really miss him.
Dunno whether his fever how ler..
Dunno whether his flu how ler..
Dunno whether his cough how ler..
Dunno whether his throat how ler.
Dunno whether his nose how ler..

I got alot of dunno.
Cause im not by his side when he's sick.
Haiz.. Take care of urself bah..

I want to stay in the dream forever..
Only in the dream i can to be with him forever.
Only in the dream i can do what i wanna do.
Only in the dream i can laugh anytime i want.
Only in the dream i can love him all i want.

I reallly cannot take it anymore.
Grandma quarrel with sister for me.
I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT.
WHY THE FUCK I HAVE TO GO THRU THIS!!
WHY I CANT HAVE A PEACEFUL LIFE?

I hope i just stay in the dream and never wake up.
In the dream, i can be with anyone i want.
I can do whatever i want.

Had anyone TIRED to save me?
Had you? I Just wanna stay happy and peaceful.
why why why why why why why why ??

Dont feel like staying alive anymore.

Really dunno how i past this few days.
Mentally really really tired.
I should really get used to it of this type of feelings.
I love him more than my life.
But nobody seem to believe.
Im really really tired of this.
Why cant we just be together?
Why cant people just believe me or him.
All we need is just their trust.
I know what im doing. He also.
We wont affect each other.
We just need a chance to prove.
Why they dont want to give me a chance.
WHY? Give me a chance, i can PROVE!!
But i know what i said also no use.
They will never know or ever care..

Good bye world.

FUCK IT!!

Keeep crying this few days..
Maybe im too used to him by my side for the past one month plus..
Keep thinking those times when we are together.
In Japan and Singapore..
And my life now is so empty without him.
Somemore, i got my own problem.
Homeless danger.. HAHAHAH XDXD
Anyway, i dunno..

Haiz... I Miss You Like Hell..
Realllllly Misssssssssssssss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
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