I thought i can forget everything.

But i cant.

I thought i can forget him.

But i cant.

I thought i can be happy.

But im not.

I thought i will be ok.

But im not.

I thought im strong.

BUT IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Memories keep auto replaying.

Keep replaying..

Got happy memories,Sad memories,Sweet memories..

Everything..

Just stop.. Stop please...

Keep telling myself...

"He will not come back to you.."

"He will not.."

Cheryl, you understand or not..

Although, i dont really understand or know what went wrong.

Simple and Nice~

Hey, It's been a very very very long time.
Haha, had changed to a simple Template of my blog.
Nice right? Simple is beauty.

Dunno what to blog also.
My life is always not complete without him.
I always feel that something is missing.
Part of me is missing.
Im incomplete.

I always try very hard not to think.
But the more i wanted myself not to think, the more i think.
Haha, funny issit.

Was wanted to run away.
Run away to another country and had a new start.
Everything start all over again..

Hey 我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey 我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你 没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果 还是要爱你

如果没有你 我在哪里
又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自己

Haiz.. Where are you when I need you most..?

Maybe We Are Never Meant To Be..
Let's Move On..

Happy Birthday To Myself....
Maybe Nobody Will Remember..
Btw, Im At Moscow Now..
It's 11.23pm 18th June Here..
HAHAHA.. BUT ITS 3.23AM IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!
So... HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF AGAIN!!!
Im Having Cup Noodle And Watching EURO SPORT.

Hahahahaha..
Such A Nice Birthday!?!?!?!?!

Had Been Reading Old Sms-es.
Those Memories Are Sweet.Sweet Until My Heart Pain.
Dunno Why..
Everything Like Abit Differnet.
Issit When Two Loving Couple Together For Too Long,
Things Will Change?
Like Less Important?

Why Am I Keep Having That Feeling That Im Not Important At All?
I Really Miss Last Year.
Even Though Alot Of Unhappy Things Happen.
I Still Feel Loved By You.
Its Not Now I Dont Feel Love By You,
But Like Lesser.

Maybe Is When We Together For So Long Liao.
You Will Think, Maybe Can Dont Be So Close.
Dont Need Everyday Sms or Talk.
But Do You Know, I Will Feel Insercure.
When You Never Contact Me For So Long,
I Will Think,
What Happen?I Did Something Wrong Again?

Long Distance Relationship Is Really Not Easy.
We Cant See Each Other Everyday.
All We Can Is Sms,Call or Online.
That's Our Only Communication.
But, You Seem Like Dont Care.
Maybe You Are Not, But Sorry..
That's How I Feel.You Cant Blame Me On That.
What You Did, Make Me Feel Like This.

I Know We Dont Need To Sms Or Call Now.
Cause We Had Been Together For So Long Already.
But, Im Just A Normal Girl.
I Need To Be Loved.
I Also Need Someone To Care For Me.
Im Not That Strong As You Think.
I Can Make People Happy When They Sad.
I Can Make People Laugh When They Sad.
But, When Im Sad..
Who Can Make Me Laugh OR Happy?
I Can Only Hide Inside My Room And Cry Alone.

I Still Love You Alot Alot..
Dont When You Lost Something, Then You Regret.